Well it's come to this. Yes, this. I'm finally beginning to find my sanity. It's been a long, hard ride. Not the good kind of long, hard ride either...
Either way. July (I believe) I lost the greatest friend/father figure that I ever knew. No, he wasn't my father. Nor was he even old enough to be so. But he was more of a father than anyone I knew. It hurt, allot. He broke my heart, and yet, to this day I find myself still wanting to be with him, in his arms, just listening to him breathe. I felt so safe with him. Then... he snapped. I'm still unsure what had happened, but I lost him. He pushed everyone away. He was a father to me... I see th